I just bought a pack of Turkish Royals for less than $5, and I also stopped smoking like three months ago, wat

I wanted to walk as far as possible before catching the bus, but this lady chased me down to tell me that this bus was coming, so I went back to the stop & it was only a truck with orange lights, but now I’ll feel guilty if I don’t wait at this stop so, what the fuck is actually wrong with me though ?